Good Person (feat. Joelle James)

Am I a good person?
 Or is that something I'm telling myself to sleep at night
 Please say I'm worth it
 Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind
 Just sittin' back thinkin' while up, Hennessy is drinking, done a whole lot of livin'
 I done seen many schemes, chased plenty dreams, I had done a whole lot of sinnin'
 It really make me wonder how I don't go under
 Tryna stay alive and survive through this thunder storm
 But what did I do, what did I do wrong?
 And my bad, man?
 Cause I tried to get the things I never had, man
 Was dealt the bad hand
 But I maintain my life and changed my life
 Even with these cards, I play the game write
 Could you please shine one of your blessings down on me?
 My life is a mess, many levels of stress and I really could use one now
 Am I a good person?
 Or is that something I'm telling myself to sleep at night
 Please say I'm worth it
 Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind
 I was raised in the wrong way
 Kidnapped, lost in the hallway
 People looking for me, have my picture in the broad day
 Make me think it's all about struggling, never nothing but the vision of the tall great
 All day let their brain saute, I can sit in the pit but the niggas called me, let me get with the clique that'll calm me
 Now they gone and I got the demon on me
 Can't relax, just a passion of this can resign with my girl
 My niggas are gonna dip
 It's back to the wip, and that'll be the shit that make a motherfucker call a mother- (Mmmm)
 Gotta beat what I been through
 But I wonder why, I probably wanted it to the end too
 So I talk to myself, I'm learning
 Am I a good person that's in tune
 Am I a good person?
 Or is that something I'm telling myself to sleep at night
 Please say I'm worth it
 Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind
 See myself in the mirrow
 But it didn't get clear
 Am I still me?
 Am I still here?
 See myself in the mirrow
 But it didn't get clear
 Am I still me?
 Am I still here?
 I'm not so there, yeah ain't goin' anywhere
 I dont really care
 I'm not so there, yeah ain't goin' anywhere
 I dont really care
 I'm not so there, yeah ain't goin' anywhere
 I dont really care
 I'm not so there, yeah ain't goin' anywhere
 I dont really care
 Am I a good person?
 Or is that something I'm telling myself to sleep at night
 Please say I'm worth it
 Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind