Spit My Last Breath

I tried to love but I've grown so empty inside
 I tried to love until something inside me died
 I try to live with this hatred inside I hide
 I close my eyes as I lose my fuckin' mind
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 I look back upon the days that have gone
 My wasted youth all the shit that's gone wrong with me
 I see the world slowly slipping away
 My silent scream goes unheard every fucking day
 With all my soul I never wished it to be this way
 I've lost my faith but I fall to my knees and pray
 I rot away in this world not meant for me
 And thoughts of murder are the only salvation for me
 I walk the streets this violence grows inside me
 The people's faces I see I want to make them explode
 I want to take back from them what they've crushed out of me
 I want my soul my youth my faith my life and the love I can't see
 These scars that poisoned my soul they just continue to bleed
 I feel this rage this hatred it's killing me
 The days go on with no end
 This violence inside me grows
 I feel the end's coming soon but I won't go alone
 I hear it I know you won't believe it
 Voices in me that makes me paranoid
 There it is do you hear it I know that I'm not crazy
 But day after day I lose my sanity
 My life I've always been alone
 I've always been alone
 There's nothing left of me
 The game is over the game is over for me
 I'm left without a soul
 The game is over
 Why why must I cry Why why must I die alone
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 No love left inside
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 My kindness has give way to an endless barrage of emotional scars
 No love left in my heart
 I've been dead since my innocence faded away
 Why why must it be this way
 I ask myself this question each and everyday
 My anger runs out of control
 I just want to die