Holidaze

Back of the bus, I-95, going to meet
 The man. Home for the holidays, frankincense
 And haze for the fam
 Not quite back in the days, trying to keep the brother ways
 Niggas on the lamb
 Crime pays and takes back with the other hand
 He got smoked, goddamn
 I'd seen this brother still with butters
 Pushing a land, eating Fudd ruckus, getting
 Fat. Big rims where he move
 Got a big gat. Dime broads, small
 Waist, big rack, got it like that
 Told me how a couple cats got kidnapped
 Duck-taped and electrocuted 'til they
 Gave up the stacks, getting straight jacked
 Gary got deported and he ain't coming back
 So if you see me pushing, that's my moms
 And if you see me with the dug, that's the bomb
 And if you see me around, I ain't
 Staying long. Y'all stay strong
 Got love from old co'. I ain't gonna
 Lie—a lot of niggas I used to fuck with though
 Can't fuck with no mo'
 Down here, they get jelly over dro, feel me
 Yo? We all po
 Gliding in the Caddy with Maggie, pass
 Spots where I used to cop baggies
 A lot of peoples doing badly and got
 That swing. Life straight
 Clipped their wings. Old cus-
 -Tees paging for that thing
 Nah, man. I'm on vacation
 This ain't the old days, Ziplocs in
 The basement, a nigga really trying to be
 Patient
 So if you see me
 Pushing, that's my moms
 And if you see me with the dug, that's the bomb
 But if you see me 'round here
 I ain't staying long
 Y'all stay strong
 Dropped by to see Shelly. Homegirl got a full
 Belly—like she ain't got mouths to feed already
 What can you say? Once they're here
 It's to stay. Show 'em love anyway and just
 Pray. For what it's worth, it's still love
 In every birth, but I can't lie. Shelly
 Looking cursed, work her fingers to the bone
 So them kids grow up alone. Baby
 Father done 'em wrong, slapped her in front
 The kids, and that's my nigga, you dig?
 Something real bad in the air
 Like gunpowder. To all
 My peoples under God towers
 All the motherfuckers getting six dollars
 An hour, I'm going to meet the man
 January flowers
 So if you see me pushing
 That's my moms, and if you see me with weight
 That's on the arm, and if
 You see me with a gun, you know what went wrong
 Y'all stay strong