Male Fantasy

Home alone, trying not to eat
 Distract myself with pornography
 I hate the way she looks at me
 I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
 That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
 I'm going back to therapy
 'Cause I loved you then, and I love you now
 And I don't know how
 Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
 If I'm getting over you
 Or just pretending to
 Be alright, convince myself I hate you
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 I got a call from a girl I used to know
 We were inseparable years ago
 Thought we'd get along, but it wasn't so
 
 And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel
 I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
 But nothing lasts, I know the deal
 But I loved you then, and I love you now
 And I don't know how
 Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
 If I'm getting over you
 Or just pretending to
 Be alright, convince myself I hate you
 Can't get over you
 No matter what I do
 I know I should, but I could never hate you