Happier Than Ever

When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever
 Wish I could explain it better
 I wish it wasn't true
 Give me a day or two to think of something clever
 To write myself a letter
 To tell me what to do, mm-mm
 Do you read my interviews?
 Or do you skip my avenue? (My avenue)
 When you (when you) said you were passing through
 Was I even on your way?
 I knew when I asked you to (when I asked you to)
 Be cool about what I was telling you
 You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do (what you said you'd do)
 And I'd end up more afraid
 Don't say it isn't fair
 You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable
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 So, if you really wanna know
 When I'm away from you (when I'm away from you)
 I'm happier than ever (happier than ever)
 Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better)
 I wish it wasn't true (wish it wasn't true), mm-mm
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 You call me again, drunk in your Benz
 Driving home under the influence
 You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath
 'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends
 I don't relate to you
 I don't relate to you, no
 'Cause I'd never treat me this sh—
 You made me hate this city
 And I don't talk sh— about you on the internet
 Never told anyone anything bad
 'Cause that sh—'s embarrassing, you were my everything
 And all that you did was make me f— sad
 So, don't waste the time I don't have
 And don't try to make me feel bad
 I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
 But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did
 Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
 So, I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid
 You ruined everything good
 Always said you were misunderstood
 Made all my moments your own
 Just f— leave me alone