Mamma

[Chorus: Tony Sunshine]
 Mamma. I don't understand
 Why he had to fuck with me, now I gotta kill this man
 I said mamma. now I'm on the run
 Dear ma-mmahhhhhhh. what have I done?
 [Big Pun]
 Somebody save me, I think I just killed somebody baby
 Shoulda chilled but money was really tryin to play me
 Couldn't hold it no more so I showed him the four
 Duke was dissin my girl like she was hoein on tour
 And knowin I'm raw, money tried to play fly
 "I said whassup to the bitch; why she couldn't say hi?"
 That ain't right! I had to put him in his place
 Remember them hollows I bought for three bottles?
 I put 'em in his face
 I didn't have to disgrace myself, hatin myself
 "Ahora a tu!" BLAM BLAM, brace yo'self
 That's the law - the streets are like basketball
 but sometimes you shoot, sometimes you pass it off
 Can't always take a shot, make one mistake you upstate for what?
 Too much hate, time to break the lock
 I hate the cops so I ain't tryin to see 'em
 I love a brother doin triple life but I ain't tryin to be him
 That's why I be on the low, and keep my feet in the row
 Cause they're tellin me as far as felonies
 you get life for three in a row
 Then whadday'know? Last week at the flicks
 I had to kill somebody, for steppin on my kicks (STUPID)
 [Chorus]
 [Big Pun]
 I can murder half the world laugh while the other side hate me
 but hurt one hair on my mamma head and I'ma, cry like a baby
 She my heart and soul; what Jimi Hendrix was to rock'n'roll
 Made me believe I could achieve the impossible
 Now you know one of my weakness's, but Punisher keeps it glizz
 So don't pull out cause when I pop oh what a relief it is
 Send you where Jesus is - hold up, that's the gas chamber
 Think before you put on that ski-mask and blast a stranger
 Relax the anger, don't be so hard on yourself
 That's how you'll end up twelve years old;
 bein charged as an adult
 Terror Squad is here to help so you can learn from our mistakes
 Cause power just makes you reject destiny and devour your fate
 How many hours I waste, tryin to figure the shit
 Until I finally realized, we're just niggaz and spics
 That's what they feel, what can I do but just stay real?
 Keep somethin in the stash in case I gotta make bail
 Cause ain't no brothers, runnin shit in the system
 You goin straight to jail if you colored and fit the description
 . fuck you talkin about? I live here
 This is my buildin nigga; fuck you nigga!
 That's my daughter right there playin. fuck off me!
 Get the fuck off!
 [Chorus]
 [Big Pun]
 I don't have much time so I'm only gonna ask you once
 to please forgive me mamma; I love you and I'm sorry I broke your heart
 But I ask you to do me a favor and take care of my daughters
 and raise them to be good respectable woman, like their mother
 God bless her soul
 And raise my son to be a good man, a better man than me
 And for this I give you my soul, I love you
 [Chorus - whispered; a woman cries out in agony]
 [Tony Sunshine]
 Heyyyy ma-ma-ma-mma.
 I just killed a man.
 Ma-mmaaaa. what am I to do?