Lullaby in Blue

I know that I'm no saint
 My head is in the clouds
 They called you a mistake
 But I still say your name out loud
 They called me a stupid girl
 Just like my mom
 Too many men passed through my arms
 At seventeen I looked into your eyes
 Knew I could never comfort your cries
 Every April still reminds me of you
 The child I never knew
 My lullaby in blue
 It all goes by so fast
 How lovely you must be
 Why you've reached the age at last
 That I was when your daddy lived with me
 How I wish we could meet somewhere
 Talk it through
 There is so much I would say to you
 There are others, I'm not alone
 A younger brother you've never known
 And a baby girl who so reminds me of you
 The child I never knew
 My lullaby in blue
 As the years go by
 Try not to think of us sadly
 Believe it if you can
 I want to see you so badly
 On your birthday, Mama's thinking of you
 The child I never knew
 My lullaby in blue
 My lullaby in blue
 My lullaby