This Goodbye

My world caught fire
 You're the one who lit the spark
 Now I'm playing with matches
 All alone here in the dark
 I had to learn the hard way
 That salvation has its price
 But I'll never forgive myself
 That you were the sacrifice
 And I can't bring myself to say goodbye
 I walk with my head up, say I'm fine but that's a lie
 Your face will always haunt me
 It's my comfort and my curse
 And I can't imagine any feeling could be worse
 Than this goodbye
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 Some days the guilt inside
 Becomes too much to bear
 I stopped seeking redemption
 I don't have the will to care
 I know I should be stronger
 'Cause I think that's what you'd want
 You'd be so ashamed if you
 Could see the nothing I've become
 And I can't bring myself to say goodbye
 I walk with my head up, say I'm fine but that's a lie
 Your face will always haunt me
 It's my comfort and my curse
 And I can't imagine any feeling could be worse
 Than this goodbye
 And I'm so sorry that I couldn't save you
 I gladly would have taken your place
 I wanted to always protect you
 But I broke every promise I made
 Please don't leave me
 'Cause I can't bring myself to say goodbye
 I walk with my head up, say I'm fine but that's a lie
 Your face will always haunt me
 It's my comfort and my curse
 And I can't imagine any feeling could be worse
 Than this goodbye
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 This goodbye