happy to be sad

Waking up beside you brings a kind of refuge
 It's the armor that I need to face the day
 For a second I forgot that you were leaving soon
 Then the armor falls away
 This time there's no broken hearts
 And no one ran 'cause it got hard
 This missing you is temporary pain
 I'm happy to be sad
 I'm sad that you are gone
 If I was feeling nothing, I would feel like something's wrong
 I'm grateful to be crying
 I'm crying over you
 I'm lucky that we love so good it has to hurt this bad
 I'm happy to be sad
 Do-do-do-do-do-do
 Do-do-do-do-do-do
 Do-do-do, do-do-do
 Only me, myself, and all my thoughts
 I thought that I would start to crumble in the lonely
 (Start to crumble in the lo-)
 But I'll get to know the momentary misery
 Just to know somebody knows me
 This time there's no hopeless nights
 No losing sleep, no pointless fights
 Just missing you, 'til you come back and hold me
 I'm happy to be sad (sad)
 I'm sad that you are gone (gone)
 If I was feeling nothing, I would feel like something's wrong
 I'm grateful to be crying (cry)
 Crying over you (you)
 I'm lucky that we love so good it has to hurt this bad
 I'm happy to be sad
 (Sad) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (Gone) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (I) do-do-do, do-do-do
 I'm happy to be sad
 (Sad) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (Gone) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (I) do-do-do, do-do-do
 I'm happy to be sad
 I'm sad that you are gone
 If I was feeling nothing, I would feel like something's wrong
 I'm grateful to be crying (I)
 I'm crying over you (you)
 I'm lucky that we love so good it has to hurt this bad
 I'm happy to be sad (sad)
 Do-do-do-do-do-do
 Do-do-do-do-do-do
 Do-do-do, do-do-do
 Do-do-do-do-do-do
 Do-do-do-do-do-do
 Do-do-do, do-do-do
 (Sad) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (Gone) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (I) do-do-do, do-do-do
 (Sad) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (Gone) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (I) do-do-do, do-do-do
 (Sad) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (Gone) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (I) do-do-do, do-do-do
 (Sad) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (Gone) do-do-do-do-do-do
 (I) do-do-do, do-do-do