Evaporated

What I've kept with me and what I've thrown away
 And where the hell I've ended up on this glary, random day
 Were the things I really cared about just left along the way
 For being too pent up and proud?
 Woke up way too late, feeling hungover and old
 And the sun was shining bright and I walked barefoot down the road
 Started thinking 'bout my old man
 It seems that all men wanna get into a car and go anywhere
 Here I stand, sad and free
 I can't cry and I can't see what I've done
 No, God, what have I done?
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 Don't you know I'm numb, man, no, I can't feel a thing at all
 'Cause it's all smiles and business these days and I'm indifferent to the loss
 And I've faith that there's a soul somewhere that's leading me around
 I wonder if she knows which way is down
 Here I stand, sad and free
 I can't cry and I can't see what I've done
 No, God, what have I done?
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 And I poured my heart out
 And I poured my heart out
 It evaporated, see?
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 Blind man on a canyon's edge of a panoramic scene
 Or maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random, dangling astring
 Or slumped over in a vacant room, head on a stranger's knee
 I'm sure, back home, they think I've lost my mind
 Here I stand, sad and free
 I can't cry and I can't see what I've done
 No, God, what have I done?