Disease

If I fall again, will it be the end?
 I know it's wrong
 You think I'm strong but I just pretend
 Is it taking over?
 Will it bury me?
 Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?
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 Stuck at the surface
 Not making progress
 Falling apart
 Well I'm trying my hardest
 Looking for answers
 Finding a rope
 Is the noose getting tighter?
 I'm losing control
 Will the end make me whole again?
 It's like holding on
 When my grip is lost
 I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost
 Is it taking over?
 Will it bury me?
 Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?
 I'm getting older
 Still lost as ever
 Faking a smile while I bury the pressure
 Why does this happen?
 I should be fine
 But I can't shake the feeling I'm living a lie
 Will the end make me whole again?
 It's like holding on
 When my grip is lost
 I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost
 Is it taking over?
 Will it bury me?
 Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?
 If I fall again, will it be the end?
 I know it's wrong
 You think I'm strong but I just pretend
 Is it taking over?
 Will it bury me?
 Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?
 ♪
 It's like holding on
 When my grip is lost
 I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost
 Is it taking over?
 Will it bury me?
 Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?
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 Become the cure for my disease