jealous of my friends

I gotta drive a nine-years old
 Where did my money go?
 Everyone else I know
 Has somethin' to fall back on
 And I'm watchin' all my friends doin' better than me
 They got better songs, they got bigger money
 I know it's kinda sad, but it's kinda funny
 Is it just me?
 I get jealous of my friends sometimes
 I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine
 I know you're not supposed to say it
 And honestly, I hate it
 But I get jealous of my friends sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
 I see the cars they get
 I still drive a piece of shit
 Where's my piece of happiness
 I peaked when I was six?
 And I want a perfect life, want a perfect party
 Why is my career like a fuckin' hobby?
 Tryin' to get by but it's never easy
 Is it just me?
 I get jealous of my friends sometimes
 I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine
 I know you're not supposed to say it
 And honestly, I hate it
 But I get jealous of my friends sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
 Oh, I should be happy
 I do be happy for you
 And I pay my respects, but I just can't afford to
 I get jealous of my friends sometimes
 And I'm sorry I pretend I'm fine
 I get jealous of my friends sometimes
 I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine
 I know you're not supposed to say it
 And honestly, I hate it
 But I get jealous of my friends sometimes, sometimes, sometimes