I Can't Go On

I can't go on
 Deflate the air from both
 Of my lungs
 Fears one by one
 Followed me home
 And became reality
 I'm a failure
 I'm a freak
 I'm a chip on your shoulder
 The last thing you need
 Shudder, earth quakes at the thought
 Of a life that's meaningless
 And with such a promising past
 But you can always count on me
 To choke the end
 I can't go on
 Deflate the air
 From both
 Of my lungs
 I'll be gone
 Long before daylight shows its face
 Honestly I'm
 Taking big strides
 In a race towards normalcy
 Where more is more
 And less is weak
 Where love is crap, emotion speaks
 For us all
 What's really right
 Who's who to say
 I can survive alone again
 Figured that out the hardest way
 The forecast calls for fire
 Flames sound nice today
 I can't go on
 Deflate the air from both
 Of my lungs
 I'll be gone
 Long before daylight shows its face
 It's old and worn
 And its mouth smiles no more
 Well I'm worth my weight in potting soil
 Maybe I try to hard to care
 I left a note on your bed
 I don't recall what it said
 It's something like
 "I'm completely miserable
 And I'm better off dead"
 I can't go on
 Deflate the air from both
 Of my lungs
 I'll be gone
 Long before daylight shows its face
 It's old and worn
 And its mouth smiles no more
 Well I'm worth my weight in potting soil
 Maybe I try to hard to care
 I can't go on
 Deflate the air from both
 Of my lungs
 I can't go on
 Deflate the air from both
 Of my lungs
 I can't go on