Starting Again

and it started again
 and I meant every word
 and I like what I said
 and I liked what I heard
 and I started to think
 I could think about starting again
 we where laughing again
 over memories and wine
 and the years in between
 didn't seem along time
 when I smile she knew why
 In awhile it was starting again
 and I started to think
 I could feel again
 all the bad times seemed unreal
 when she looked in my eyes
 the cheating, the lies, the things that where wrong
 seem far behind
 and I started to think
 I could care again
 and my fears all disapper
 when she called me by name
 I knew that she changed
 the flaws where all gone
 the saint remained
 but it started again
 when I asked her to stay
 and she said there's this friend who's in town just for today
 and she really felt bad
 but she had to be leavin again
 and she left me again
 as she left me before
 still pretending she cared when we kissed at the door
 but I saw in her eyes
 that the lies where all starting again
 just when I'd started to fell again
 when all the bad times seemed unreal
 when it all seemed so right
 and I tough that tonight if she said she cared
 she really might
 just when my fears disapeared again
 and I heard what I wanted to hear
 it all started again
 and I knew what that meant
 it wasn't the start
 it was really the end