Kaleidoscope

This is the first time that I've seen
 Exactly where I want to be and how the fuck I'll make it there
 And I'm sick of looking back at all the chances I once had
 To see for the first time
 They're all crawling away from it slowly, all afraid of the light
 But i see colors and I see structures, strictly one of a kind
 I think I know which way i'm headed, just need to follow the light
 What's the sense in waiting for it to come? If I fail i know i tried.
 But every time i turn the page, i see your god-damn haunting face
 It's in my way
 Rest assured this will stay the same, well go ahead and drain my veins
 Drain my veins
 I'm not looking back, I'm not looking back at all the chances I once had.