I Tore You Apart In My Head

I tore you apart in my head
 Locked up in my room again
 Left you for broken and there you were choking
 You got on with all your friends
 And that's when I knew you were dead
 A haunting reminder of when
 I swallowed my own eyes to see what was inside
 You broke me with your ignorance
 I can't believe in what you're telling me
 And I'd like to breathe
 And oh my God, don't lose hope for me
 I'm curious
 I ask only questions
 Ear to the floor
 Every night I listen
 I can't tell if you're being obvious
 But I hear only nothing
 Is that what you are to us in silence
 Hating these days all again
 All that it leads to is sin
 Fuck what you told me
 It all leads to smoking
 Alone in my room in the end
 And that's when I knew I was dead
 Worried sick from all that you said
 Take, I am leaving all your deceiving
 You broke me with your ignorance
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 Can't see past the bright light up in the sky
 Never got it quite right
 Never know, never try