Fade

Leaning on the edge this time
 Pacing back and forth I find that I can't get it right
 Steady on my troubled mind
 Bitter tasting words like
 Why did I never write home
 You think I am so worried and careful
 I know you're right, it's true
 I'm a weeping willow
 And I know places that make the rainy days seem so bright
 I've been to all of them a few times
 Oh, what I sight
 You say the world doesn't really want you to fade
 Because it is passing
 So hold on to all the little things that you love
 Cause I am crashing
 Just want to fade
 Watch it all drift away
 As I make my big escape
 Spill my guts to the wall I find
 Wasted all my precious time
 That I never got right
 Leaning on my wounded pride
 Not the way I was designed
 But I see no lie
 I've lost every nerve on you
 Plucking each one one at a time
 It always eats away at you
 Steady on your troubled mind
 I'm scared of ever finding out
 All I lived for was a lie
 All the worries and the doubt
 You don't even think straight sometimes
 Fading quickly, hear it coming
 I thought I saw it pass me by
 Love me with an empty heart tonight
 Just want to fade
 Watch it all drift away
 As I make my big escape
 Just want to fade
 Watch it all drift away
 As I make my big escape