Darkest Thoughts

I'm sorry I have to tell you
 But things here are not the same
 And even though we still believe you
 I, we, you, are victims of this change
 We wanted to spare the expense
 And the consequence
 You've become holes in the memory
 Cracks in the hourglass, draining our days
 When I think about breathing
 I forget how to breathe
 I wake up on the floor and
 I think about leaving
 When I think about you
 It is all that I need
 I forget about breathing
 And I start to breathe
 And I start to live
 When I think about breathing
 You've become
 A part of our darkest thoughts
 Raise to the Earth
 Our highest hopes
 Brought to an end
 Brought to a rest
 Brought to this
 When I think about breathing
 I forget how to breathe
 I wake up on the floor and
 I think about leaving
 When I think about you
 It is all that I need
 I forget about breathing
 And I start to breathe
 And I start to live
 When I think about breathing