Amplify

This is the spark to light the fire
 The flame that ignites the pain
 After whats happened in my hell
 Your heaven won't be the same
 So I take another drink
 I'm here to hear the swan sing
 But her voice never comes
 Can I really be this fucking numb
 I'm sorry for taking my time
 I'm sorry for wasting my life
 I'm sorry for becoming a lie
 For this pain, I amplify
 I'm sorry for taking our time
 I'm sorry for wasting our life
 I'm sorry for living this lie
 For this pain, I amplify
 You are my everything
 But I can't go home
 The city calls to me
 And I don't want to be alone
 I never wanted anything
 But to drink, and fall asleep
 I'm becoming what you hate
 A paragon of anxiety
 I never felt anything
 Would ever make you feel this way
 I should have told you everything
 Please darling, don't go away
 I'm sorry for taking my time
 I'm sorry for wasting my life
 I'm sorry for becoming a lie
 For this pain, I amplify
 I'm sorry for taking our time
 I'm sorry for wasting our life
 I'm sorry for living this lie
 For this pain, I amplify