even now

and in the morning
 after years have passed
 it seems
 oh even now to overwhelm me
 and in the stillness
 after life has passed
 it seems
 even now to grow like cancer
 and in the fallout
 after war days have passed
 it seems
 even now to keep from dying
 and there you are, going deep into and through me
 and there you are, keeping distant all who knew me
 and filling me with a new kind of life
 but it's one i never wanted, one i never imagined
 and even now, you send me reeling
 for you and i have been together much too long
 and though i drink my mind will not grow numb
 'cause it's one i never wanted, one i never imagined
 and even now, you know I'm reeling
 for you and i have been together much to long
 much too long, don't you know
 oh and here we are, and here it goes again
 i know i've waited much too long
 i have weighed it all, delayed the fall
 but even so, even now...
 even... now... even... now...
 even... now... even... now...
 even... now... even... now...