Wide Awake

I'm breaking promises and breaking you apart
 While this constant battle rages in my mind
 Over which path to take, how much of this is fate
 And how much is just a waste of time?
 Because I don't know just what I need
 Stuck somewhere in the in between
 3 in the morning and I wish that I could sleep
 But I'm wide awake
 Medicine bottle's laying empty on the floor
 But I still can't make these headaches go away
 More of a bastard than I've ever been before
 I'd be better off just bashing in my brains
 'Cause I don't know just what I need
 Stuck somewhere in the in between
 3 in the morning and I wish that I could sleep
 I'm wide awake, wide awake
 I'm wide awake, wide awake
 All this feels like it's some other life
 Doesn't it seem way too dark tonight?
 Dark tonight
 I'm breaking promises and breaking you apart
 While this constant battle rages in my mind
 Over which path to take, how much of this is fate
 And how much is just a waste of time?
 I don't know just what I need
 Stuck somewhere in the in between
 3 in the morning and I'm writing this all down
 And I hope it makes it easier somehow
 And I hope it makes it easier somehow