If Love Was Fair

I wouldn't be half lit drunk
 Digging 'round the danger
 Wrapping my number on a coaster
 Sliding it to a stranger
 Walking crooked, justifying all my bad behavior
 Tangled up in someone's arms I know I won't see later
 I wouldn't be getting good at getting good at staying calm
 Or sitting high and mighty on my broken throne
 I wouldn't be cursing God for leaving me here all alone
 I wouldn't be stuck between a rock and being stung
 If love was fair
 I'd be golden
 'Cause you'd be there
 I know it's patient
 I know it's kind
 But it wouldn't change its mind
 And I feel there
 If love was fair
 I wouldn't be replaying what it was and what it wasn't
 Or thinking I could change it if I only saw it coming
 It wouldn't take everything I have to rise above it
 There'd be some kind of peace
 Yeah, there'd be some kind of justice
 If love was fair
 I'd be golden
 'Cause you'd be there
 I know it's patient
 I know it's kind
 But it wouldn't change its mind
 And I feel there
 If love was fair
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 Love is twisted
 It has its rules
 And I'd be over it like you
 If love was fair
 I'd be golden
 'Cause you'd be there
 I know it's patient
 I know it's kind
 But it wouldn't change its mind
 And I feel there
 If love was fair