Shadow

Staring at the ceiling sorting out my thoughts
 Weighing every word I want to say
 Darkness fills the room, it's closing in on us
 The words all come out wrong again, I let you down
 If I could just trust more I'd dare to speak the truth
 Wish I could give one hundred percent
 It's sad and unfair, you too are suffering
 When I'm the guilty you are the innocent
 For way too long
 I've been merely a shadow of my true self
 I'm in despair
 I'm beyond repair
 A shadow hanging over me it clouds my mind
 Preventing any sane thoughts to occur
 A silhouette is cast on your side of the bed
 Reminding me of what I have become
 For way too long
 I've been merely a shadow of my true self
 I'm in despair
 I'm beyond repair