Rain Check

As dolls go I am broken
 And you could just let that get us off the hook
 But from under the umbrella of the unspoken
 I see you giving me that look
 Baby, you're right as rain about the benefits
 But you might be wrong about the costs
 And it feeds my heart that you came looking for me
 But I'm thinkin I need to stay lost
 So I won't say I saw you fibbing
 Or jump-jigging across the floor
 I won't say you walked me to my car
 And draped your arm on my open door
 I know my mind is made of matter
 But I need to know exactly
 What is the matter at it's core?
 Because my heart is just a muscle
 And simply put, it's sore
 So never mind about the benefits
 And never mind about the costs
 That don't change the basic premises
 In which I am surely lost
 So I won't say I saw you fibbing
 Or jump-jigging across the floor
 I won't say you walked me to my car
 And draped your arm on my open door