Light of Some Kind

Wish I didn't have this nervous laugh
 Wish I didn't say half the stuff I say
 Wish I could just learn to cover my tracks
 Guess I'm not concerned enough about getting away with it
 'Cos every time I try to hold my tongue
 It slips like a fish from a line
 They say if you want to play
 You should learn how to play dumb
 'Cos I guess I can't bring myself
 To waste your time
 We both know what I've been doing
 I've been intentionally bad at lying
 And you're the only boy I ever let see through me
 And I hope you believe me when I say I'm trying
 And I hope I never improve my game
 I would rather have these things weigh on my mind
 'Cuz at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame
 There must be a light of some kind
 There must be a light of some kind
 Musta have blown a fuse or something
 It was so dark in my mind
 She came up to me with the sweetest face
 And she was holding a light of some kind
 And I still think of you as my boyfriend
 I don't think this is the end of the world
 And maybe you should follow my example
 And go meet yourself, a really nice girl
 'Cos we both know what I've been doing
 I've been intentionally bad at lying
 You're the only boy I ever let see through me
 And I hope you believe me when I say I'm trying
 I hope I never improve my game
 I would rather have these things weigh on my mind
 'Cuz at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame
 There must be a light of some kind
 There must be a light of some kind
 In the end the world
 Comes down to just a few people
 For you it comes down to one
 But nobody ever asked me
 If I thought I could be
 Everything to someone
 There's a crowd of people
 Harbored in every person
 There are so many roles that we play
 And you've decided to love me for eternity
 I'm still deciding
 Who I want to be today
 We both know what I've been doing
 'Cos I've been intentionally bad at lying
 You're the only boy I ever let see through me
 And I hope you believe me when I say I'm trying
 I hope I never improve my game
 I would rather have these things weigh on my mind
 And at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame
 There must be a light of some kind
 I want light of some kind
 I want light of some kind
 Give me light of some kind
 Light of some kind