Creator, Destroyer

I watch from a tower in the back of my mind
 I watch from a window as the living walk by
 Down below
 Walking with quiet dreams
 Walking out quiet day
 And in my head
 I might be sorry it makes no difference now
 I might be wishing I had someplace to go
 Hit the streets
 Out in search for the self that has left me lying
 And I never seem to notice
 It's too late before I know that all
 The love inside has been empty
 The world we made has been ending
 And like a ghost that hangs around and won't forgive its earthly sins
 I've carried on this love for you
 It's how my body lives
 My darling
 How are you?
 How have you been lately?
 I only seem to speak to you of superficial things
 Creator, you destroy me
 You know my hunger well
 And yet you starve me
 Until I'm begging on my knees
 And these are a few of very many things
 I can't begin to say out loud
 If only this song could carry us on
 But I know I'm only entertaining myself
 I felt that even after I've been stripped of all my pride
 There still remains a place for you to crawl up inside
 To crawl up inside
 To crawl up inside
 And I'm out of my mind
 Out of my mind
 Murder us bitch I'm out of my mind
 I'm out of my mind
 To be in love with you
 The way that I'm in love with you
 The way that I'm in love with you
 Fuck this and everything we've done
 Fuck you
 Fuck you and your lies