Life Beyond L.A.

Sometimes, I think about the only way
 That I'll ever see life beyond L.A.
 Is dying
 
 I sit in the corner of a hotel room
 With a room service menu and I'm looking at the moon
 I'm crying
 I'm out here waitin', prayin'
 Tryin' to keep from sayin' that I don't miss you
 Though I do
 Ooh, you've got me shakin', prayin'
 Tryin' to keep from sayin' that I don't miss you
 Though I do
 You know I do
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 Livin' out here, you soon come to know
 That it ain't how good you are as much as who you know
 And how you fake it
 
 Working this dive, it's a matter of time
 'Cause I'm a good lead player, got a way with a line
 And I can make it
 When the day breaks dawn
 Something is in my room
 When all my faith is gone
 Something begets my gloom
 Out here waitin', prayin'
 Tryin' to keep from sayin' that I don't miss you
 Though I do
 You've got me shakin', prayin'
 Tryin' to keep from sayin' that I don't miss you
 Though I do
 You know I do
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 When the day breaks dawn
 Something is in my room
 When all my faith is gone
 Something begets my gloom
 Out here waitin', prayin'
 Tryin' to keep from sayin' that I don't miss you
 Though I do
 You've got me shakin', playin'
 Tryin' to keep from sayin' that I don't miss you
 Though I do
 Well, you know I do
 Yes, I do
 Sometimes, I think about the only time
 That I'll ever be happy in my own mind
 Is dying