Room of Angel

You lie, silent there before me
 Your tears, they mean nothing to me
 The wind howling at the window
 The love you never gave
 I give to you
 Really don't deserve it
 But now, there's nothing you can do
 So sleep, in your only memory
 Of me, my dearest mother
 Here's a lullaby to close your eyes
 It was always you that I despised
 I don't feel enough for you to cry
 Here's a lullaby to close your eyes
 So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me
 Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers
 Maybe flying high, in the clouds?
 Perhaps you're happy without me
 So many seeds have been sown in the field
 And who could sprout up so blessedly
 If I had died I would have never felt sad at all
 You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry'
 Where is the light, I wonder if it's weeping
 somewhere?
 Here's a lullaby to close your eyes
 It was always you that I despised
 I don't feel enough for you to cry
 Here's a lullaby to close your eyes
 Here's a lullaby to close your eyes
 It was always you that I despised
 I don't feel enough for you to cry
 Here's a lullaby to close your eyes
 Here's a lullaby to close your eyes
 It was always you that I despised
 I don't feel enough for you to cry
 Here's a lullaby to close your eyes
 Here's a lullaby to close your eyes
 It was always you that I despised
 I don't feel enough for you to cry
 Here's a lullaby to close your eyes