Running

Granted I've been a fool before
 But I've never felt so completely insane
 I know I've been here before
 But I never saw this for what it really was
 And I hope that I can get my point across
 I hope that I don't lie dormant in the shadows now
 I know that I am running as fast as I can
 I know thats not very fast at all
 I'm trying so hard to be something
 That I just end up being nothing at all
 So watch me as I stumble now
 Watch me smile as I hit the ground
 And every time that I knew the truth
 I would just pretend that I wasn't hiding
 I'd tell myself that its alright
 I know myself and I think thats all that matters
 And I hope that I can get my point across
 I hope that I don't lie dormant in the shadows now
 I know that I am running as fast as I can
 I know thats not very fast at all
 I'm trying so hard to be something
 That I just end up being nothing at all
 So watch me as I stumble now
 Watch me smile as I hit the ground
 I always expect this
 And I always see it coming
 I love it when its faltering
 I love it when its failing
 And I know that there is
 Most likely something wrong with that
 Its a part of who I am
 At least I think that it might be,
 Anyway...
 I'm trying so hard to be something
 That I just end up being nothing at all
 So watch me as I stumble now
 Watch me smile as I hit the ground
 I'm trying so hard to be something
 That I just end up being nothing at all
 So watch me as I stumble now
 Watch me smile as I hit the ground
 As I hit the ground
 Watch me smile as I hit the ground