I Don't Know

I don't know how to deal with this
 So maybe I'll just descend into madness
 Looking out of the corner of my eye
 Maybe I'll just run away
 If I can't think of anything nice to say, to save my life,
 before we all fly away
 And I'd like to think I did something worthwhile
 And I don't know what is wrong with everyone
 I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me
 And I won't try to be judgmental
 I won't try to be holier than thou
 But I don't get this and I am not going to pretend I do
 I'm tired of watching so many people
 Systematically destroy themselves
 Go ahead this one is on me
 I think we're all hiding from an invisible monster
 Some part of ourselves we don't want anyone to see
 I'd like to think this did something worthwhile
 Besides killing everyone I know
 I don't know what is wrong with everyone
 I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me
 And I won't try to be judgemental
 I won't try to be holier than thou
 I don't get this
 And I am not going to pretend I do
 And I'd like to think this did anything at all
 But, I think I know better by now
 I don't know what is wrong with everyone
 And I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me
 And I won't try to be judgmental
 I won't try to be holier than thou
 But, I don't get this, I don't get this
 I don't get this
 I don't know what is wrong with everyone
 But, I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me
 And I won't try to be judgmental
 I won't try to be holier than thou
 I don't get this and I am not going to pretend I do
 Cause I do
 'cause maybe I understand too well