Breakdown - Live

Break break down,
 Steady breakin' me on down, break break down,
 Steady breakin' me on down,
 Break break down, steady breakin' me on down,
 Break break down, steady breakin' me on down.
 You called yesterday to basically say
 That you care for me,
 But that you're just not in love
 Immediately I pretended
 To be feeling similarly
 And led you to believe it was o.k
 To just walk away from the one thing
 That's unyielding and sacred to me
 Well I guess I'm trying to be
 Nonchalant about it
 And I'm going to extremes to prove
 I'm fine without you
 But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
 Underneath a disguise of a smile
 Gradually I'm dying inside
 Friends ask me how I feel
 And I lie convincingly
 Cause I don't want to reveal
 The fact that I'm suffering
 So I wear my disguise
 Till I go home at night
 And turn down all the lights
 And then I break down and cry
 So what do you do
 When somebody you're so devoted to
 Suddenly just stops loving you
 And it seems they haven't got a clue
 Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
 Do you cling to your pride
 And sing "I will survive"
 Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way?"
 Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
 Yeah, c'mon, yeah, c'mon, c'mon
 Well I guess I'm trying to be
 Nonchalant about it
 And I'm going to extremes to prove
 I'm fine without you
 But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
 Underneath the disguise of a smile
 Gradually I'm dying inside
 Friends ask me how I feel
 And I lie convincingly
 Cause I don't want to reveal
 The fact that I'm suffering
 So I wear my disguise
 Till I go home at night
 And turn down all the lights
 And then I break down and cry
 It'll break you down
 Only if you let it
 Everyday crazy situations rocking my mind
 Tryin' to break me down
 But I won't let it
 Forget it (forget it)
 I be feelin' like you bringing me down
 Taking me around
 Stressin' me out
 I think i better go and get out
 And let me release some stress (stress)
 Don't ever wanna feel no pain (pain)
 Hoping for the sun
 But it looks like rain (rain, rain, rain)
 Lord, I just wanna maintain
 Yeah, I can feel pressures y'all
 But never the less
 Krayzie won't fall
 It's over, it's ending here (here)
 Well I guess I'm trying to be
 Nonchalant about it
 And I'm going to extremes to prove
 I'm fine without you
 But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
 Underneath the guise of a smile
 Gradually I'm dying inside
 Friends ask me how I feel
 And I lie convincingly
 Cause I don't want to reveal
 The fact that I'm suffering
 So I wear my disguise
 Till I go home at night
 And turn down all the lights
 And then I break down and cry