The Pledge

I often wonder
 Where does a thought go when it's forgotten?
 Where do the feelings go when they're torn down
 If crying is for the faint of heart
 Then I'm a coward
 Forever dancing with self doubt
 I don't wanna fall in the same trap again
 So I pledge to myself
 To never look back on shattered memories
 I've reached an all time low
 No I don't want to rest in self misery
 I'm so fed up of falling down and down again
 So damn fed up of giving up ahead of time again
 Where did everything go?
 Who will save us now that we're so lost
 If crying is for the faint of heart
 Then I'm a coward
 Forever dancing with self doubt
 I don't wanna fall in the same trap again
 So I pledge to myself
 To never look back on shattered memories
 I've reached an all time low
 No I don't want to rest in self misery
 I'm so fed up of falling down and down again
 So damn fed up of giving up ahead of time again
 I feel the air
 Dancing with self doubt
 I see despair
 Building up inside
 I hear them pray
 Such a waste of time
 Is this the end?
 Leave it all behind
 I feel the air