i'm not okay

If you wanted honesty that's all you had to say
 I never want to let you down or have you go
 It's better off this way for all the dirty looks
 The photographs your boyfriend took
 Remember when you broke your foot
 From jumping out the second floor
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay
 You wear me out
 What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
 I told you time and time again
 You sing the words but don't know what it means to be a joke and look
 Another line without a hook
 I held you close as we both shook for the last time
 Take a good hard look
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay
 You wear me out
 Ooh, ooh, ooh
 Ooh, ooh, ooh
 Ooh, ooh, ooh
 Ooh, ooh, ooh
 Forget about the dirty looks
 The photographs your boyfriend took
 You said you read me like a book
 But the pages are all torn and frayed now
 I'm okay
 I'm okay
 I'm okay now (I'm okay now)
 But if you really listen to me
 I'll tell you the truth, trust me
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay
 I'm not okay
 I'm not o-fucking-kay-ay
 I'm not okay