Unraveling of a Tragedy

I'm looking at a mirror. Tears roll down my face.
 Two dark eyes stare back at me, they tell the story
 of a past I can't erase.
 God, I come before you. My life is shattered glass.
 I wish I had more for you, but unfortunately, this is
 all I've got left.
 Chorus:
 I can't let go, no I cannot forgive, I hate the man
 living inside my skin. In bloody fields and dirty
 hands many more tragedies lie within.
 I'd rather feel pain, just to feel again. It's been so long, I actually don't remember how much my
 chains weigh.
 I may be breathing, but don't for once think I'm
 alive. I may have even dreamed once, but all trace
 of that is gone from inside my eyes.
 Chorus
 Bridge:
 Do you think you could send the rain, to wash me
 clean, turn the battlefields green again.
 I can't let go, no I cannot forgive, I hate the man
 living inside my skin. In bloody fields and dirty
 hands many more miracles lie within.