The Change Came Suddenly

Can I spread frustration
 Without speaking
 Without parting my lips
 Except to breath?
 I let my actions speak for me
 Because my words collided with yours
 It created tension and frustration
 So I left
 I didn't turn around to see
 How troubled you were that night
 I promise that it paled in comparison
 To the anguish each step brought me
 As I walked away
 My heart pumps your rhapsody
 I still lick my lips
 To the thought of you
 So now I'm stuck here
 In the purgatory of longing
 For that one kiss goodbye
 I try to empty myself
 Of all desire that I crave for you
 But the attempt only brings me to my knees
 I succumb to you idol
 This subconscious social vampire
 Who haunts every thought
 I chock on the will to demand patience
 Only to find myself swallowing blood