Cut In Half

Bothered and handcuffed
 a prayer for sweet release
 cause I know this pain
 is just the beginning
 Lie awake
 counting sheep like falling rain drops over me
 over myself when my heart stops beating
 as I
 Break down
 this is crashing - down around me
 I expose myself and now I
 break down
 I keep asking
 would you leave me down and out
 I'm all alone again (again)
 In solitude
 completely and totally
 fixated on you
 Lost inside
 everything is incomplete
 the cost is high
 all the pain you gave to me
 ?
 driven by my tendencies
 so simplistically sadistic how you push me to the limit
 losing myself
 Break down
 this is crashing - down around me
 I expose myself and now I
 break down
 I keep asking
 would you leave me down and out
 I'm all alone again
 I'm all alone, empty inside
 there are no happy endings for me
 there is no place die
 force me back to the beginning painful
 pushing me back to the start again
 Break down
 this is crashing - down around me
 I expose myself and now I
 break down
 I keep asking
 would you leave me down and out
 I'm all alone again