Victoria's Confession

Before you were these 40,000 memories
 You were just a name I heard around town
 A silly flame I told my friends about
 Just a stupid game
 Since the day I met you, my life's been twisted
 And since then, I've gotten more addicted
 I can't start to count all the ways you've done me wrong
 And your black lingerie won't help this time
 My body's broken and my mind is gone
 After I woke up with painful screaming
 When you hated the fact you loved me
 And the special ways I returned it
 And the way you pulled my hair
 If you want the best, I'm still around
 Put it to rest, put me in the ground
 I know that you hate it
 Wasting your whole life wasted
 These words always come out wrong
 When you're not turned on
 But I'm giving us our best shot
 But you're only using it to break my heart
 Put down your weapons
 Because I'm retreating
 Take down our pictures
 Tear down the permanent fixture
 Of the times we shared
 Back when you used to care
 Before you were breaking my heart