One Mile Past

Broken sunlight through my window
 Bedroom's door cracked up the middle
 Darkness drives out all the light
 Eternity past in a lonesome night
 The future will repeat the past
 Will this breathing be my last?
 The mind's washed away in the flooding rain
 One last chance to flush away the pain
 Desperation, but I can't complain
 I'm not going crazy, just feeling a little drained
 "No" doesn't mean I hate you
 My car is shaken by the wind
 Will I make it, I guess that depends
 One wrong move and the world will crumble
 On my shoulders, if I should stumble
 One mile over, one mile past
 One mile closer to my last
 The mind's washed away in the flooding rain
 One last chance to flush away the pain
 Desperation, but I can't complain
 I'm not going crazy, just feeling a little drained
 "No" doesn't mean I hate you
 My dreams will shatter in the sky
 Moments before my oceans dry
 The tower's falling down on me
 The chains won't break to set me free
 The world forgets when we're past
 Will these moments be the last?
 One more night, a few more minutes
 A couple more times doesn't mean commitment
 A second thought about bad feelings
 Stomach's in knots most every evening
 It's wrong, it's wrong, it's wrong, I'm gone
 "No" doesn't mean I hate you
 "No" doesn't mean I hate you
 I'm not going crazy, just feeling a little drained