J.I.T.

I'm eating out of boredom, I'm drinking out of desperation
 The wine from our special night, pop the cork and sit here by myself
 You left me alone here
 You left me like a stray
 Maybe I am not alright
 Maybe I could use some help
 I can't take another verbal fist fight
 Let's call it even, let's call it a night
 This paranoia is going to kill me, I see these eyes the way they drill me
 Like words I always meant to say, like haunting imaginary friends
 They left me with dementia
 They left me like a stray
 Maybe I don't think that way
 Maybe I will die again
 I wish that tonight you'd sleep by my side
 But I know you won't because you want time alone
 Maybe I'll get through this
 Maybe I'll never get away
 You left me alone to do this
 You left me like a stray