Even Ghosts Cry

I spray on your favorite cologne even though
 There was no chance of turning you on, I know
 Trying too hard just leaves us miserable, but I'm
 Slow to learn and slower to grow up
 Pass me the blame and say the thoughts aren't clear
 Say it wouldn't happen in a million tears
 Accusations are piling up here
 Resurfacing all of your fears
 Bugs are digging deep into your skin, and you go
 Out of your way to never let me in, even though
 You feel detached, don't remember where you've been, please don't
 Turn away and claim that this is sin
 Pass me the blame and say the thoughts aren't clear
 Say it wouldn't happen in a million tears
 Accusations are piling up here
 Resurfacing all of your fears
 In my room I still see your face, and a ghost
 Of someone who once lived in this place, long ago
 And memories will not her leave, I know
 She's here, watching as I sleep
 Lying here underneath the sheet, over me
 A night light might not slightly turn to white, where's the
 One who used to cling to my shoulder blades and
 Moan and scream and tell me it's ok
 It's not ok
 This house is no mansion, though it's got a few stories
 And each one it tells about how it fell
 Everyone it tells how they failed
 Pass me the blame and say the thoughts aren't clear
 Say it wouldn't happen in a million tears