So Many Tears

I shall not fear no man but God
 Though I walk through the valley of death
 I shed so many tears
 If I should die before I wake
 Please, God walk with me
 Grab a nigga and take me to Heaven
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 Back in elementary, I thrived on misery
 Left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed
 Inside my mind, couldn't find a place to rest
 Until I got that Thug Life tatted on my chest
 Tell me can you feel me?
 I'm not living in the past, you wanna last?
 Be the first to blast Remember Kato
 No longer with us, he's deceased
 Call on the sirens, seen him murdered in the streets, now rest in peace
 Is there heaven for a G? Remember me
 So many homies in the cemetery, shed so many tears
 Ah, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears
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 Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
 Now that I'm struggling in this business, by any means
 Label me greedy gettin' green, but seldom seen
 And fuck the world 'cause I'm cursed, I'm having visions
 Of leaving here in a hearse, God can you feel me?
 Take me away from all the pressure and all the pain
 Show me some happiness again, I'm going blind
 I spend my time in this cell, ain't living well
 I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail?
 My life is in denial and when I die
 Baptized in eternal fire I'll shed so many tears
 Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears
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 Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
 Now I'm lost and I'm weary
 So many tears
 I'm suicidal so don't stand near me
 My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer
 To embrace an early death, now there's nothing left
 There was no mercy on the streets, I couldn't rest
 I'm barely standing, 'bout to go to pieces, screaming peace
 And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it
 I had my mind full of demons trying to break free
 They planted seeds and they hatched, sparking the flame
 Inside my brain like a match, such a dirty game
 No memories, just a misery
 Painting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleep
 Will I survive 'til the mornin' to see the sun
 Please Lord forgive me for my sins, 'cause here I come
 Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears
 ♪
 God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
 Lord knows I tried, been a witness to homicide
 Seen drive-bys takin' lives, little kids die
 Wonder why as I walk by
 Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, getting high
 This ain't the life for me, I wanna change
 But ain't no future bright for me, I'm stuck in the game
 I'm trapped inside a maze
 See this Tanqueray influenced me to getting crazy
 Disillusioned lately, I've been really wanting babies
 So I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady
 Don't trust my lady 'cause she's a product of this poison
 I'm hearing noises, think she's fuckin' all my boys, can't take no more
 I'm fallin' to the floor, beggin' for the Lord to let me in
 To Heaven's door, shed so many tears
 Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears
 ♪
 I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
 ♪
 Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears
 ♪
 God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
 
 I shall not fear no man but God
 Though I walk through the valley of death
 I shed so many tears
 If I should die before I wake
 Please, God walk with me
 Grab a nigga and take me to Heaven
 ♪
 Back in elementary, I thrived on misery
 Left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed
 Inside my mind, couldn't find a place to rest
 Until I got that Thug Life tatted on my chest
 Tell me can you feel me?
 I'm not living in the past, you wanna last?
 Be the first to blast Remember Kato
 No longer with us, he's deceased
 Call on the sirens, seen him murdered in the streets, now rest in peace
 Is there heaven for a G? Remember me
 So many homies in the cemetery, shed so many tears
 Ah, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears
 ♪
 Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
 Now that I'm struggling in this business, by any means
 Label me greedy gettin' green, but seldom seen
 And fuck the world 'cause I'm cursed, I'm having visions
 Of leaving here in a hearse, God can you feel me?
 Take me away from all the pressure and all the pain
 Show me some happiness again, I'm going blind
 I spend my time in this cell, ain't living well
 I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail?
 My life is in denial and when I die
 Baptized in eternal fire I'll shed so many tears
 Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears
 ♪
 Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
 Now I'm lost and I'm weary
 So many tears
 I'm suicidal so don't stand near me
 My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer
 To embrace an early death, now there's nothing left
 There was no mercy on the streets, I couldn't rest
 I'm barely standing, 'bout to go to pieces, screaming peace
 And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it
 I had my mind full of demons trying to break free
 They planted seeds and they hatched, sparking the flame
 Inside my brain like a match, such a dirty game
 No memories, just a misery
 Painting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleep
 Will I survive 'til the mornin' to see the sun
 Please Lord forgive me for my sins, 'cause here I come
 Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears
 ♪
 God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
 Lord knows I tried, been a witness to homicide
 Seen drive-bys takin' lives, little kids die
 Wonder why as I walk by
 Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, getting high
 This ain't the life for me, I wanna change
 But ain't no future bright for me, I'm stuck in the game
 I'm trapped inside a maze
 See this Tanqueray influenced me to getting crazy
 Disillusioned lately, I've been really wanting babies
 So I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady
 Don't trust my lady 'cause she's a product of this poison
 I'm hearing noises, think she's fuckin' all my boys, can't take no more
 I'm fallin' to the floor, beggin' for the Lord to let me in
 To Heaven's door, shed so many tears
 Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears
 ♪
 I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
 ♪
 Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears
 ♪
 God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears